In approximately 40 minutes I will technically become 20 years old. I will no longer fall into the age group of "teenager", and the kids I worked with over the summer will, in a numerical sense, think of me as an adult. I don't know how I feel about it. This number seems to be even more significant than 21 -- to me at least. But I'll reflect on that when I get there. For now... I am still young, I am vulnerable, I am dependent, I am still, in a sense, a child. It's fine. Really.